Never ever!

My head's spinnin' Boy I'm in a daze I feel isolated Don't wanna communicate I take a shower I will scour I will run Find peace of mind The happy mind I once owned, yeah ....  Never ever have I ever felt so low When you gonna take me out of this black hole Never ever have I ever felt so sad The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad Never ever have I had to find I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind I've never ever had my conscience to fight The way I'm feeling yeah it just don't feel right ... I'll keep searching Deep within my soul For all the answers Don't wanna hurt no more I need peace gotta feel at ease Need to be Free from pain Going insane My heart aches yeah ...